-baibai-

我带着很累的身躯 背着我沉重的行李
下午两点搭上mara liner 离开我打拼的地点
前往我熟悉且陌生的家
在最后我用我仅剩的电池 努力记住每个last sem senior的脸庞
在上了巴士后发出一封信息告别
很开心还有人打电来说要送我 只是一切都太迟了
谢谢AT CN CH还有不知道的谁 再见everybody
悄悄的我走了 不带走一片云彩

每次我回家都是独自一个人的 没人送别没人问津的
很不一样的就是这次有ST陪我
我们在shahab perdana吃marrybrown
啃完后我搭4点半的巴士回北海 ST就搭4点15的巴士回UUM

在那一个小时半的mara liner车程 我坐在一个马来女生的右边 没有对话
看着整条走廊都挤满行李 个个都面带笑容
好久没有转巴士回家了 我望着窗外的风景 风和日也丽
心里在想 我是不是很冲动 明明很在乎
明明很想让那些大哥哥 大姐姐送我 但到最后我竟决定了 不
我可以再留多几天 跟他们聚聚
我也可以再留多几个钟 跟他们说byebye
我的alternative可以有很多 虽然每个都会产生一点errors
但 问题是我竟选上MSE AIC SBC最多的那个
想说可以这样 可以那样 的当儿
再看看窗外的风景 发现自己已经不知不觉地到了jitra
直走会产生遗憾 回头也改变不了太多
一切都太迟了
还好有昨天的三顿晚餐 6点 7点和9点 把我的satisfaction 推到最高 =)

睡了一会儿 睁开眼睛 看见都是P字开始的车牌
明白我离家 已经不远了

2点从UUM出发 7点到家 转了三次巴士
回到家 每次都会令我发疯 我发现有一个人买了一台dell
Acer Toshiba HP Compaq 这么多个brand 为什么偏偏要dell叻
黑色 红色 蓝色 青色 这么多个color 为什么偏偏要purple叻
气死 晕倒

Exhausted 睡觉

-♥Adios♥-

临别依依，再见只剩下两行不舍的泪水
仰问苍天，下次见面会是何年何月何天
日后不见，你是否会想起我污浊的言语
深夜on9，希望你出现在我对话视窗里
欠扁字目，让我重温感受你的安你的好


让我最后一次经过我熟悉的角落，期待可以偷偷望着你
因为没有我，你也过得很好

或许你从不知道，但我已经把某些东西寄放在你那儿
假如你看见了，那请拍手



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再见，我没有哭
因为，你给我最后的一个画面是微笑的
我们，都一样...

愿上苍赐予他最美丽的幸福 最快乐的笑容

亲爱的亲爱，掰掰啦~！

-goodbye seems to be the hardest word-

Your subtleties, They strangle me,
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants, And all that needs,
All I don't want u to need at all.


The walls start breathing, My minds unweaving,
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted, On this evening,
I give the final blow.



When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.


A falling star, Least I fall alone,
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things, That you didn't know,
I look at you with such disdain.


The walls start breathing, My minds unweaving,
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted, On this evening,
I give the final blow.


When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right,
It's too late to fight,
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.


Now I'm on my own side,
It's better than being on your side,
It's my fault when your blind,
It's better that I see it through your eyes.


All these thoughts locked inside,
Now you're the first to know.


When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right,
It's too late to fight,
It ends tonight, It ends tonight.


When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight...

(The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight)






rs:
everything is going to end by today..
i will leave here tomorrow..
i knew that u will stay back..
n u have to..
but i just dont..
n wont..
nothing much to say..
nothing else can do..
dear, i wish u the best on ur way..
love u like i always do..
i will remember u always..
ur face printed in my mind..
i will keep u deep inside my heart..
wat i promised i am still keeping..
the memories we had i will never erase them..

you wont know how is the feeling i feel now..

i just wanted you to know i will miss you indeed..

thats for sure.

i love the miles between me n you..
im glad you never fell in love with me..

-quietly imagine every street,your scenery should never stay the same-

(Jonathan McLaughlin - Indiana)

final blow,

everything ends soon..
bye dude..





n bubye to all last semester's senior..
all the best n i hope everything will goes fine on myself too..
bogoshipa sharangehyoh..
ADIOS..

^o^

-this is last,isn't it?-

today is 27th of april 2009.
thats mean tomoro is my last day exam last 2 papers.
n it is also the last day i can peek u in proton.

uhhah, how i feel now?
down? upset? depressed?

tomoro comes too hurry.
today goes to fast.
second passes too quick.
u n i just too late.

yours n mine destinations are different.
there is nothing call impossible for me in my dictionary.
but i just cant make this thing to be possible this time.
im so unable.
weak.

can i text u tomoro?
will u come out n meet up?
will there a good ending for us?
can u just say dont go to me?
wat i wish is so simple...

-白日里的梦和想-

哈喽 早安！
不是 应该午安咯。

刚刚我还在梦里 和几位好久不见的朋友邂逅
虽然他们都是有妇之夫 R，Y还有一个不懂什么水

毕业后从没再见的R，你好吗?
梦里你在等着I 回家玩煮饭仔 我也一样 在选着材料
昨天在I的部落里面得知她离开了城，是哦？
虽然几次的进出城 虽然直道现在我还摸不着头脑为何是I
但我仍羡慕 也妒忌I 很简单的原因 你真的一级棒
但幸福 快乐 我永远祝福你着。
你和大D很好 认识很久了 距离没有影响你们的友情
你的条件或许来得比小D优 但我从没有真正的很了解过你
你的资讯，我都是从别人那里得知
我眼睛从没见过 可以更了解你的
你会街舞 我从没看过你跳
你会法文 我从没看过你讲
你会开枪 我从没看过你开
你会的 能的东西很多 但我只是没有缘分懂得
最近那照片事件 引起了上百个回应 我不敢轻举妄动
谢谢你的回复 很开心那32人的说法 但我懂我没有出现的意义
为了让大家开心 为了不让我不开心 我不会出现 即使我答应出现
很想念大家 很怀念那无厘头 想念每个脸孔 也很想念你的饶舌

Y就住在我对面那栋大厦，恰好女朋友也叫I
跟Y和I不是很熟 但却感觉很亲
Y住在我中学的附近 换句话说离我家15分钟车程
Y很高 打篮球的 和A一样 念着传说中的科系
不管Y和A有多相似 Y永远超越不了A A太优了 我实在太爱A了
梦里Y问我数学有多少theory 我记得我和Y开口要借摩托
其实借摩托是为了去yab和C借calculus书来回答他的问题

到底在梦里的那时候，我知道自己是在发梦的吗？
骗人的雨声 我好讨厌你
突然的惊醒 我很想可以再流连多一下下

-goodnight when sun rises-

now the time is 740am..
n i suppose to go sleep now..
the sun was rised..
the sky is blue now..
it is a new day..
but for me
it is an end for a day..
my life just upside down during exam days..
i will study in night..
sleep in the morning till evening..
my life was messed..
hard to get back to the original one..
the sun is rising..
the time for me to say goodnight..
perhaps i should say good morning to everyone..
good night pei chin my dear baby vampire..
since i was also a vampire for her last semester..
she said im no more a vampire..
i become the traditional chinese ghost since i jump all the time in room..
okay..
goodnight n good morning..
sweet dreams for me...
goodluck for u..

-日夜颠倒-

我其实很想知道我脑里的时钟是跟哪一国的

我真的很不明白为什么5点凌晨我还不睡我要干嘛

-我的蓝-

什么都不想想，什么都不想作，
下雨不收衣，肮脏不冲凉，
水池水满不理，地震也没关系。

我现在的状况是，放松的。

-I'm happi-

这一刻的我很开心，很满足~！=)

发现最近我蠢蠢的，考试不读书，

也发现最近傻傻的我很容易就满足了，

小小一件事就可以让我嘴角上扬。

心情超好的！！！Energy +++

保持美丽好心情哦~！加油！

其实我是个很不错的女孩哦！哇哈哈x100~！

-嗨~好久不见！-

好久没有中招了，刚刚我中了招。
招式不是新的，可是我却无力防守。
红，谢谢你让我痛苦快乐着。

-我写我创作-

{to 静霓：

临别依依，再见渐在口水嘴边，
今日一别，排山大海难再见面，
昔日笑声，黯然回首像似昨天;

有事相求，maxis用户永远不变，
如我南下，你请sushi还有拉面，
结婚喜事，恭喜发财我要压岁钱！#


千言万语静在不言中，
回忆永存霓虹灯火下。#

18 四月 2009 上午 12:01}


原文苏美君
创作苏美君


https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1160916555685306298&postID=7256422166045106274


这是我写我创作的，
满意！
★★★★★

-stress-

actually i aint in a good mood now..
i didnt prepared well so i just cant score in my calculus test..

lotsa notes needed to be memorized..
tons of formulas i just cant memorize them..
WTH..

wat i need now is a personal toilet..
ma own use personal toilet..
my shared toilet is under renovation..
have to go somewhere else for personal business these days..
****..

really fed up with this lifestyle..
but nvm..
yea~im going to leave here..
soon..

-freedom-

-grand dinner 2009-

i've a very lame yesterday..
i thought that myself r powerful enough..
but yesterday i felt myself r so small..
so tidy i am in the hall..
i'm so pity..
useless..
hopeless..
friendless..
powerless..

-study pls-

i dont wanna waste too much time in here..
coz i already spent lotsa time here..
i just want to make it short..

20 days more to go..
the finale..
soo bee chiun,
get yourself ready for this ride...!

-WTF am i doing nw?-

10days left..

10days later i will take the first final paper for this sem..

i didnt study at all honestly..
1% also don hav..
am i too relax..
or mayb can considered as lazy..

i didnt feel nervous as well..
cos low marks seem a fren of mine now..
but i wanted to persuade high marks sometimes..

without putting in any effort..
do u think it is possible for me to get that achievement?

mayb my frens out thr can give me some advices..
to make me return to the old me..
hardworking n true..

im relaxing these days..
feeling like nothing trouble beside..
movies n songs all day long..

im arranging my sem5 timetable..
wish to hav a better day in sem5..
as a super senior tht time..
i wish i can behave somehow..