Still thinking of him ma?

After viewed Bob's blog..

He suddenly run into my mind..

Some kinda feeling..

Can't explain by mouth..

Can't too by words..

He meant too much for me in this period..

Two years time..

Not a short period..

He almost appear side to me everyday in this 2 years..

It's hard for me to overcome in the begin..

But now..

I'm okay already..

Cause someone enter to my life..

Am i so stubborn..

Until he can't stand me anymore?

Am i really that bad and so hated?

Really don't know how to talk to him lately..

Before we apart..

He do really make me angry cause he sent me the stupid message..

I really don't why he done that to me?

Wei Zhong came back that time from KL..

Is that his idea?

Wei Khee and Wei Zhi also a big bag boom..

Nobody explain to me why..

That time i'm so upset..

Cry every single day..

And he's still appeared in front of me every single day..

Cause me and him are working at the same place..

And it doesn't mean anything to him..

Sadly..

He don't look me when i pass by his side..

He don't want to listen to me when i asked question..

I kept sending sms to him..

But he don't reply me at all..

How could he done that to me?

But I just acted like i'm OK fine..

1 week..

2 weeks..

1 month..

2 months..

It's the time i should left..

I have to continue my studies in UUM, Kedah..

And education become the most differentation between me and him..

I left sadly..

Disappointly..

He sent me a sms and he asked me to study bersungguh-sungguh..

And i cried just after i saw that sms..

Don't know why..

Am i touched by his words?

Or maybe i release cause he finally sent me sms...

I suddenly lost controled..

I cried out loud..

And the people beside me just SHOCKED..

Haha..

Today till here la..

Cause my notebook low bat already..